all lyrics written by regina sosinski

feels like nothing has changed
maybe just rearranged
tomorrow will be different
new day new commitment

love is all i ever want for you
love is all i ever wanted too
too much anger is the passion over
sorry just won't cut it anymore

so i'm drinking again
lie awake not sleeping
constantly reliving
questioning regretting

love is all i ever want for you
love is all i ever wanted too
too much anger is the passion over
sorry just won't cut it anymore
say i didn't mean to hurt you i just wasn't thinking
caught up in my world and now it's gone it's gone it's gone

facing all my past i want to say i am okay now
can't hold on so tight i want to say i am okay now
when will i be fine at all

so this must be the first day i've started
will this feeling ever go away from me
try to push myself each day to care
will this feeling ever go away

too much anger is the passion over
sorry just won't cut it anymore
now i'm faced with myself and my feelings
can't blame anybody else

used to know the way for me i can't forget the way for me
used to know the way for me i can't forget the way for me
either way before i go i need to let you know
used to know the way for me i can't forget the way for me

no longer
no longer

either way before i go i need to let you know
used to know the way for me i can't forget the way for me

no longer
no longer

running softly away
running softly away
so real surreal
so real surreal
running softly away
running softly away
so real surreal
so real surreal
you want someone always to say you're fine
dream about you now
you want someone always to say you're fine

so long little girl
no matter
no longer
no longer
no longer

if you really focus on it
it will surround you
and if you want it bad enough
you have to let go of it

there's so much i haven't tried
there's so much i haven't tried
there's so much i haven't tried

if you really focus on it
it will surround you
and if you want it bad enough
you have to let go of it

beyond notice
for once just show it
beyond notice
see why

is that how i used to be
doesn't even seem like me

living is hardly living without our own acceptance of ourselves

remember the first day i fell in love with you
remember the first time when everything was new
and after all still i withdraw tired god i know it
tear down my wall you'll see it all now god i know

these are only beginnings i know
you're always saying stop analyzing i know

and after all still i withdraw tired god i know it
tear down my wall you'll see it all now god i know

these are only beginnings i know
you're always saying stop analyzing i know

everyday everyday
that's all i have to say it's been a long day

hey there where is your smile how do you feel
inside there no one around to say what should be
i will say what i want say what i feel
maybe some laughter
think to myself why am i here

deciding
cause soon i will be able
cause soon i will be stable
cause soon i'll be here now

i will say what i want say what i feel
maybe some laughter
think to myself why am i here

deciding
cause soon i will be able
to be all i am now

if someday never happens
then now is all that matters
so what if i'm wrong
so what if i'm wrong

you open up in silence
you open up in silence
she's got all day
she's got all day

cause soon i will be able
to be all i am now

hey i'm gonna keep on going
no more fighting what i am now
can't go back now
sad eyes lovely still

near or far
no matter where you are
a little scar
keep on after

hey i'm gonna keep on going
no more fighting what i am now
can't go back now
sad eyes lovely still

near or far
no matter where you are
a little scar
keep on after

so i've lived for 29
signs of life around my eyes
would i do things different now
would i be more free inside
healing everything
it's all okay
hold on till you know your way

sunlight on my face fills up the hollow
seems like i'm fine
so high happy face no room for sorrow
seems like i'm fine
still i hesitate to be around beyond the length i've offered

i long to feel that something in me
can i
but still i feel so tired and heavy
too far to feel connected it seems
and i repeat the same old feelings

for so long now hollow still inside

i see you here but words seem so empty
if we are one then you must know how i feel

try to unbend
locked away
outside you stay
wait for me

show you something
but you do not seem to see
what just happened
start of something to unfold that's real

i see you here about to pass by

try to unbend
locked away
outside you stay
wait for me

show you something
but you do not seem to see
what just happened
start of something to unfold
separation's growing old
someone else i long to know
start of something to unfold that's real

i need to know i need to know
i need to show i need to show
how can i go when all i love is here
i need to know i need to know

for i began so long ago
and i begin

i need to know i need to know
i need to show i need to show
how can i go when all i love is here
i need to know i need to know

what's the point of all these dreams
if i can't share them with you

i need to know i need to know
i need to show i need to show

for i began so long ago
and i begin
where do we fit in
well soon we'll know
just how we fit in

i'll try harder to stay

here now where we belong

clean or in doubt say i know
stains won't come out they all show
you see through it all and you know
no feeling at all still i go and go and go

wait it out wait it out
alone
still in doubt still in doubt
i know

clean or in doubt
stains won't come out
blaming you now
clean or in doubt
stains won't come out
blaming you now

this all i know
feels so light
this all i know
feel